Friday, 10 May 2019

A POEM TO MY SOUL

Hello! Soul!
I am writing to you this poem because I am home
I thought you were my Wakil
Not knowing you were my Iblis
Don't tell me you bear the name Sueba
Cos I Know you bear the name Iblissa
I thought you were my love
Not knowing you were my foe
Bff's till the end.. that's what I thought
Fff's till the end.... that's what you
Meant

Why me...Why me and not anyone else.
I thought you were my path to na'im
Not knowing you already placed me in sijjin
Hello! Soul!
From now onwards I am home
Really stucked from my bad behaviors...now I want to change.

You are in me...so from now, you have to obey.
I am housing you, so from now I am your master.
Listen to me soul!
You are rather the fornicator not me.
I am muslimah never knew you were an Iblissa.
I am sick and tired of you making me lie, gossip,slander,murder.
I am now going to be a preacher
Ranking myself out of the muslimahs to the muminat and letting you be your munafiqat.

How can I do what Iblis does?
Cos for me I am an Amatuallah.
I have to strive hard for Mawa
And not hutama.
You are deceiver
A psychopath

I really hope you change
Because I have already
I'm really giving you a chance to prove your dedication.
Till the time you don't change you will still be my foe.

Hello! Soul! Don't get bored
Cos I'm really tired
I love you soul💓